Showing posts with label solitude. Show all posts
Showing posts with label solitude. Show all posts

Sunday, April 13, 2025

"Stillness"


Today I need to step outside of myself
            to embrace caution
            to access this new information
            to slow down my pulse with measured breaths
 
Today I need to locate my panic’s source
            to immobilize my fear
            to heed my heart’s warnings
            to analyze my certainty I’ll be hurt again
 
Today I need to be still
            to reflect upon my younger self’s doubts
            to acknowledge her searing pain
            to wrap her safely within the tranquility of my experiences




 
Copyright 2024 Elizabeth Abrams Chapman
 
 

Monday, October 14, 2024

"The Cabin"

 



           Head straight down the Scenic Loop and take a right midway between Leakey and Camp Wood. A gravel road snakes between live oaks, cedars, and mountain laurels. After driving at a crawl over ruts and dry creek beds for about a mile, a cabin hides behind a row of plump cedars.
          The place, constructed from a metal office building, looks unassuming. A huge screened-in porch juts from the front, its lattice now gray with age. Directly in front of the building squats our fire pit where we grill steaks or build s’mores.
           Our hill country place rests on twenty-six acres of solitude. When sitting out front, the whispers of the wind fingering through leaves blend with bird song. No traffic passes by, and even a dragonfly’s wing beating the breeze creates a soft purr.
          Hills tuck the cabin into a protected pocket, and two dry creeks zigzag through the acreage, providing a safe route for spring floods. Trails, worn on the hills and down the gullies by deer and wild boar, offer private paths for the hiker.
           Every visit, we make our way gradually around the perimeter of the property, checking the condition of the fence line. We stop at the pinion pines, pause at the highest summit behind the cabin and remember our first camp snugged among the live oak and mountain laurel. Gratitude floods through me for the legacy of this land. Older memories than my own hide in fossils and formations, revealing the layered evolution of our world.
           For twenty years, my feet have walked the rocky paths. First visits, we pitched tents, living close to the land. Later, the cabin allowed us to ease in luxuries like electricity. Inside, always left ready for the next visit, reside quilted comforts and soft beds. With no television, radio, or cell phone reception, life’s pressures subside within hours of arrival. The seclusion of the cabin nurtures imagination and inspires reflection. It is my Walden Pond.




Copyright 2011 Elizabeth Abrams Chapman

Tuesday, September 25, 2012

“The Readers”



Words shared across time   
in lazy hammocks under a cloudless sky   
reclining upon overstuffed divans cocooned in golden silk   
perching on table’s edge
walled by leather bound volumes heavy with musk   
lounging under tree branches as shadows dance across the page   
wind’s breath kissing pursed lips   
lost in a crowded room   
standing in solitude   
drifting away from prim daily obligations while haloed in sunshine   
drenched in orange blossoms   
absorbing thoughts and ideals   
whispered dreams   
escaping into ancient worlds or a lover’s arms   
imagining a future sublime

Copyright 2012 Elizabeth Abrams Chapman
  


A Lady Reading
a Book
in a
Library
Interior

Thomas Jakob
Richter, 1879




A Love Story
Emanuel Phillps Fox, 1903









A Woman Reading
Antonio Rizi, 1896












At Home
Juilus Lebalnc Steward, 1897







Dans la Bibliotheque
Auguste Toulmouche,
1872


Easter
Joseph Christian Leyendeker, 1905






Girl Reading or A Fair Student
Charles Edward Peerugini 1878








Morning Sun
Harold Knight, 1913




My Eldest Daughter, Suzanne with Milk and Book
Carl Larsson, 1904





Peaceful Reading
Fernand Toussaint (1873-1955)







Reading by the Morning Light
Karl Vilhelm Holsoe















Woman Reading on a Settee
William Worchester Churchill,
between 1905 and 1910
The Letter
Jan van Beers, 1885

Friday, June 8, 2012

“Pledge to Honor”




four walls   
         love, duty, responsibility, need   
                     box me into near solitude   


pressed by decisions   
         I bare this weight without grace   
                     floundering   


the brace of your love   
         supports me   
                     alone I will fail   
with three   
                     I can survive   


longingly, I look to our past   
         ache for its loss   


I fear today   
I dread tomorrow   


         trying to fulfill my pledge to honor   


Copyright 2012 Elizabeth Abrams Chapman