Wednesday, January 15, 2025

"For Tomorrow"

 

            Special Counsel Jack Smith’s final report is currently available. I downloaded it just now with the intent to read it tomorrow. Why wait a day? I carefully monitor my personal mental health, gauging my ability to process news or documents. I processed the burning fires in California by reading reports and looking at photographs. I haven’t watched video footage or live reports. I have contacted my long ago college roommate to assure her safety, but the devastation of so many communities breaks my heart. When the hurricanes pummeled and flooded the Carolinas, written reports allowed me to control the rate at which I input their destruction.
            Learning to trickle in information that’s catastrophic maintains my emotional stability. I don’t avoid bad news, but I do rely upon my self-awareness to determine what I can and cannot tolerate. I cannot tolerate hearing certain politicians’ voices. I can read Trump’s filth, but hearing him speak turn my stomach.  I cannot watch someone’s world flood or burn in real time. I can read the articles and view on scene photographs. I cannot process horrors like Project 2025 in one sitting. I can read the document over several months.
            Today, I downloaded the report of Special Counsel Jack Smith for tomorrow.
 
 





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