Thursday, January 16, 2025

"Clumsy With Stress"

 


            While cooking stuffed cabbage the other night for dinner, I stupidly took off my sweat shirt to keep the long sleeves away from water as I washed and prepped the food. I know most people just bunch their sleeves up to elbow height, but mine always rebel, creep downward, and end up saturated. One careless second, and my stomach grazed the edge of the hot pot. My pain threshold is as high as Mount Everest. I quickly grabbed a piece of ice, slid it over the area, and forgot about it until it stung with pain with my evening bath. I carefully rubbed Neosporin on the spot, but left it uncovered during the night. The next morning another layer of ointment soothed my skin and the loose pants and top I wore didn’t contact the area at all. I blissfully went about my daily chores and ran errands most of the evening.
            Of course, my neglect in not covering the section meant by nightfall the area appeared redder than the previous day. Another round of antibiotic salve and a loose gauze bandage prepped the burn for the night. This morning, I cut some Aloe Vera to rub over the spot and found a large bandage to protect it through today’s activities. Although it doesn’t look bad, I’ll check it multiple times today to add whatever protection I think it needs to heal properly.
            One of the first signs that I’m stressed comes with some kind of self-inflicted injury. My mind focuses on whatever’s troubling me and the result of inattention turns into a cut finger, smashed toe, or a variety of scorched body parts. On the surface, I don’t appear to be drowning in stress, but my wound the other day comes wrapped in worry about what tomorrow, and the days after, will bring to me and my family. We cancelled visiting my brother at Christmas because of his bout with Norovirus a couple of weeks before left him too tired for company. The flu snuck into our household, sickening my son for endlessly long days. Fires and furies flame all around us, and I dread January 20th and its poisonous potentials.
            I promised myself that I’d spend today bagging leaves that we raked into piles the other day, even if today is my “No Chore Thursday”. But maybe I do need to take the entire day off instead of finishing with the yard. Who knows what clumsy move I could make while bending, gathering, twisting and hauling? Better for me to stay safely inside with a pot of Earl Grey hot, a couple of chocolate chip cookies, and my latest read Sapiens: A Brief History of Humankind.





 
Copyright 2025 Elizabeth Abrams Chapman        

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