Friday, February 22, 2013

"Lovely Leading Ladies"



         Equal time must be given to the women of Hollywood. Compiling my inventory of female favorites took longer for me than generating my list of male hunks. The first few names of these beautiful women sprang quickly to mind, but once I started my list, it grew well over my goal of ten names.



         My criteria for the women on my list varied from that of the men. With the women, I had to really enjoy watching them. Whenever I’ve seen them in a film, I’ve thought, “Wow, she’s stunning.” I’ll have to admit that for some of these younger actresses, I couldn’t name a single film that I’ve seen them in, but I remember thinking, “Pretty! Sparkle!” A couple of these actresses have shaved of their tresses and still remained shockingly beautiful. Of course, several of the other actresses have mile long lists of movie credits and represent some of the best acting ever seen in Hollywood!

 







Chapman’s Top Ten Lovely Leading Ladies List (in no particular order):


1.      Katherine Hepburn                          6.  Keira Knightly
2.      Maureen O’Hara                              7.  Judy Garland
3.      Cate Blanchett                                   8.  Barbara Stanwyck
4.      Natalie Portman                                9.  Elizabeth Taylor
5.      Halle Berry                                        10. Gene Tierney


        

I’d love to see the names you put on your list. Feel free to post a comment and share your personal favorites!  

Copyright 2011 Elizabeth Abrams Chapman

Thursday, February 21, 2013

"Hollywood Heartthrobs"

         Because of Netflix and TCM, I started a mental list of Hollywood Heartthrobs. These splendid actors, with their dashing good looks, draw me into their worlds for about two hours at a time. The other day, I realized that my list of favorites included debonair dudes  dating back to my parent's generation and went all the way to current gents with “bedroom eyes.”

         I began to wonder exactly what combination of traits made me hunger for one Hollywood hunk over another. When I considered my list critically, I realized that voices play a huge role in my criteria for sexy. Looks may come and go, wrinkles and sags eventually get the best of everyone, but voices—well, they stay wonderfully sensual throughout a lifetime.
         My admiration for many of my heartthrobs evolved as an appreciation of their ability to craft their art. The actor playing the same character year after year and film after film didn't make my list. I particularly enjoy watching a performance where I lose the actor within the character he portrays.

         I sat down today to generate an inventory of my Top Ten Heartthrobs, and surprised myself when I crossed several names off of my list. I know my sister will squeal in protest over the deletion of Sean Connery while several other friends will feel disbelief that I don’t have Robert Redford, Mel Gibson, or Richard Gere. Anyway. . . here’s the list:

Chapman’s Top Ten Heartthrobs (in no particular order):

1.       Gregory Peck                             6.  Jimmy Stewart
2.       Cary Grant                                  7.  Gene Kelly
3.      Johnny Depp                               8.  Keanu Reeves
4.      Harrison Ford                              9.  Tom Hanks
5.      Denzel Washington                    10. Orlando Bloom

My curiosity longs to know, who would be on your list? 





Copyright 2011 Elizabeth Abrams Chapman

Saturday, February 2, 2013

“Lost and Found”




               Near the end of December, I rendezvoused with my brother at my sister’s house in Bay City, Texas. Together, we sat around her cozy kitchen table and filled out the forms for Mom’s life insurance policies. We double-checked each item to make certain we’d get it all correct on the first run. Once everything looked perfect, I neatly stacked the forms into a pile with the intention of getting the packet mailed before the end of the year.
            We don’t have a post office in Live Oak, and the one in Universal City holds banker’s hours. For years, we used a business that resided within walking distance from my home. This company didn’t simply supply me with stamps. During the busy Christmas season, I sometimes had them wrap and mail my gifts. When the owner lost his lease, Mike shifted his business to Universal City. Unaware of his new location, I often lamented not having his wonderful service nearby. While running errands with one friend shortly before Christmas, she told me she had to stop by Mike’s to send out a package. Imagine my pleasure of finding one of my favorite local businessmen again!
            So with my precious paperwork in hand, I headed to UC Mailing and Shipping Center once I returned to San Antonio. I planned on sending out the package registered mail, but Mike suggested I add the signed receipt, too. He addressed the parcel, I verified the address, and went happily on my way.
            When I didn’t hear anything from the insurance company (and when an automatic deposit didn’t turn up in anyone’s account), I called the agent assigned to Mom’s policies to find out why nothing had moved forward.
            “Ms. Chapman,” she said, “We haven’t received your forms yet.”
            “That can’t be! I mailed them out two weeks ago! Are you certain?” I couldn’t hide my dismay when she ran our names through their system again and came up with nothing.
            If I had gone to the local post office, they would have told me to go online and plow through their tracking system, but since I’d gone to Mike, I called him instead. I broke down crying when I told him the package of insurance papers hadn’t reached Massachusetts.
            “I’ll take care of it,” he stated calmly. “I’ve already plugged in your name. I have the tracking number right here. Give me a few hours, and I’ll see what I can turn up.”
            With his reassurances boosting my spirits, I tried not to worry. Most of the time, my grief sits deep in my stomach and leaves me alone. But when I’m stressed, he kicks up and bursts out with unexpected tears. Facing the possibility of having contact the insurance company, ask for an entirely new packet, meeting with my siblings again, having things notarized—all suddenly seemed too much for me.
            “The package made it from UC to SA main post office,” Mike explained when he called back, “and then it vanished. It wasn’t scanned in or out anywhere else.”
            “What does that mean?” I asked.
            “It means you need to let me have another 48-hours. No, Monday’s a holiday. Give me until Wednesday of next week. I’ll find it,” Mike assured me.
            I began mentally crossing my fingers. Magical thinking slipped in to my days. I tried to wish the parcel from lost to found. When I next called Mike, I stepped outside to pace away my tension in the backyard.
            “It was delivered today!” he reported.
            And I danced a jig! I hooted and whooped with absolute relief and joy! And I promised myself that I’ll pull together some little “thank you” package for Mike because he did this for me.
            Some people would say that Mike was only doing his job, but in reality I should have been the one tracking the package and hassling with the post office. If I’d dropped of the package to a local post office, all of that responsibility would have fallen to me at a time when I couldn’t take on another responsibility. So Mike wasn’t doing his job. He granted me a favor by taking care of something that I wasn’t able to handle.
            In the back of my mind, since delivery of the paperwork, I’ve worried about something else going wrong. Then yesterday I checked the balance on my checking account and felt relief flood through me because the insurance company’s automatic deposit had arrived.
            One more item crossed off the list.

Copyright 2013 Elizabeth Abrams Chapman
             

Tuesday, January 22, 2013

“Some Days”


            Some days, I long to write. My mind yearns to sit with pen clenched in fingers as I translate all the visions in my head into images spilling across the page. Or I spend endless hours with my laptop, creating new worlds peopled by my limitless imagination. I focus on a single meaning and play with a multitude of words until I find just the right combination of syllable. I fill page after page with my heart and soul, and still find more to say. I feel free. I feel young. I feel weightless. I am possibilities.
            Some days, I long to sing. I throw back my head and belt out a song with rapturous abandon. I scale through octaves like a diva. My voice becomes a mockingbird that imitates any singer my spirit desires. I croon lullabies and wail the blues. I feel powerful. I feel bold. I feel ecstasy. I am possibilities.


Belly Dancer by David Chapman
            Some days, I long to dance. I pirouette across the kitchen as I head out the door. I step-shuffle-step-step to the car. I shimmy as I drive to the store. In the parking lot, I perform perfect fan kicks over the grocery cart before I belly dance down the aisles. I feel daring. I feel vivacious. I feel sexy. I am possibilities!



Copyright 2013 Elizabeth Abrams Chapman



Monday, January 21, 2013

"A Thousand Sleepless Nights"



In the dark of night,   
she rocks and hums   
her hand rubbing circles upon her baby’s back   
he hiccoughs   
tucks his small feet against her warmth   
slips into slumber   
she rocks and hums until dawn   
In the dark of night,   
she paces and frets   
her lips pressed to his forehead   
measuring his heat   
as he cries, “Mommy, make it better!”   
she stretches out next to him   
wrapping him in her love   
as she wills away his pain   
In the dark of night,   
she listens and waits   
her body tense and alert   
until the clicking of key in lock   
the signal that he’s safe   
his voice floats on moonlight, “I’m home”   
In the dark of night,   
she sits and cries   
as he unburdens his fears   
her arms ache to hold him, rock him again   
she longs to take away his pain, shelter him from harm   
In the dark of night,   
she rocks and weeps   
her hand rubbing circles over her heartbreak   
her fingers long to stroke his hair, touch his cheek   
her kiss longs to linger on his brow just one more time   
her despair flows   
endless and evermore   

Copyright 2012 Elizabeth Abrams Chapman