San
Antonio’s inability to handle snow and ice on bridges and overpasses means a
dusting of snow halts the city until temperatures tip above freezing. Yesterday
the city stopped for part of the day for less than two inches of snow. Sleet and ice factor into the decision to
shut down. With camera in hand, I document this rare occurrence, capturing the
stillness and beauty before it melts away.
Copyright 2025 Elizabeth Abrams Chapman
Copyright 2025 Elizabeth Abrams Chapman
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My husband’s family epitomizes
every aspect of our American culture that makes me feel unsafe whenever we
interact. Their narcissistic personalities mean they lack empathy. In their narrow
worldview, you are either with them or against them. Alcoholism adds into their
dysfunction and layers on an element of unpredictability. For many years, I
struggled to find common ground with them. We turned up for the weekly dinners
and most of the holidays. If we spent a holiday with my family, I received a
stern reprimand from my mother-in-law about ruining her Christmas,
Thanksgiving, Easter, Fourth of July . . . because we didn’t obey her commands.
I tried visiting with them more, babysitting the million nieces and nephews,
and cleaning up on my own after huge family gatherings. I stopped asking for
inclusion in the girls weekends away (or even a trip to the wineries north of
town). My mother-in-law announced on one recent visit that she has access to
the banking accounts of all of her adult children and a handful of her adult
married grandchildren, but not our accounts. Although I’m on one
of my single brother’s accounts and my single son’s account in case of
emergencies, I’ll drop access once someone else is in their lives. The point
with my in-laws is their need to control everyone and everything around them.
A difference in
beliefs, religions, lifestyles, and thinking brings an immediate and visceral
response from people like my in-laws. Physical intimidation becomes a go-to
response if you stray too far from their bold coloring book lines. My
mother-in-law slammed me against the wall and choked me when I stated every
woman has a right to safe abortions. One brother-in-law tried to pull me from
the car window because I didn’t follow his commands. After those attacks, I
limited in person contact. However, in a family that operates on gossip word
comes through on a different brother-in-law’s drunken fight with his first wife
with him threatening her at gunpoint. The family does suicide watches for him
every time his relationships explode. Guns play a role throughout the family
with all of them having a mixture of handguns and hunting rifles. Imagine my
shock, though, when a nephew posted on Facebook a few years ago a picture of
his awesome Nene with an AR-15
strapped onto her.
My in-laws don’t
reflect a fringe part of today’s world. Their “Us VS Them” life philosophy
means they’ve closed themselves off into in incest-type cycle that feeds off of
a closed system. They all vacation together. They watch the same news. They eat
at the same places. The listen to the same music. They marry the same women or men. They foster the same
fears.
They buy the same
guns.
Copyright 2023 Elizabeth Abrams Chapman
