Showing posts with label toxic parents. Show all posts
Showing posts with label toxic parents. Show all posts

Thursday, April 20, 2023

"The Harpy"

Blizzard Entertainment

 

Above all, she soars
Her vicious talons sharp
She swoops
Her wicked claws rip and tear
Into her own children
Cruelly she slices her prey
Ignores their anguished cries
Her evil hunger feeds upon the flesh of her babies
She devours their adoration
Her soul-eating cravings insatiable


Copyright 2019 Elizabeth Abrams Chapman               

"Indulged or Spoiled"




A coin flip—
            Indulged
                        with
                                    nourishment
                                                attention
                                                            opportunity
                                                                        freedom
OR
            Spoiled
                        by
                                    coddling
                                                yielding
                                                            pandering
                                                                        capitulating
            Indulged
                        with
                                    comfort
                                                ease
                                                            safety
                                                                        certainty
OR
            Spoiled
                        by
                                    luxury
                                                indifference
                                                            idleness
                                                                        privilege


Copyright 2019 Elizabeth Abrams Chapman



                                                                       

Monday, April 17, 2023

"Forgiveness"

 




 I wanted to blanket you in gentle warmth,  
            swaddle  you, protect you  
Never dreaming that you suffocated  
            under the weight of my attention  
I longed for you to mirror my heart  
            —mimic my words  
            —morph into my Mini-Me  
And I snipped away your identity  
And shaped you into a paper doll  
            that no one else can love  
When convenient—  
I mended your heartbreaks  
And fought your monsters  
I also shared our intimacies  
            —in gossip  
            stripping you to bare bones  
My love— 
            So wrong in intensity—  
whipped between over-indulgence and neglect  
On and off  
And on again  
            Leaving you heartless  










Copyright 2015 Elizabeth Abrams Chapman

 

 

 

Friday, March 31, 2023

"His Easy Smile"




They believed his easy smile   
the laughter at all the right places   
while he cloaked his deception through necessity     
as the world within him clung to distortions   
Illness subtly ate at his reason   
making it impossible to disguise the turmoil within   
unless he buried it under the things he loved:   
games, computers, politics, religion   
Intellect guided him to delude   
to use his words to hide his thoughts   
Need shepherded him to security   
safety with the familiar:   
church and keyboard, childhood ritual and digital certainty   
where he shared with his surrogates     
the Truths he let them see   
Security in his world narrowed down   
into a box of silent despair   
broken only by the words, “I love you”   

Copyright 2011 Elizabeth Abrams Chapman

Tuesday, March 28, 2023

"Her Fall"

 



I held your tiny hand, tugged you away from danger    
            carried you safely to the other side    
I protected you from water’s edge and ocean’s undertow—      
            the drowning tears of your uncertainties   
I watched from the sidelines as you changed—  
dwindling into someone I no longer recognized  
Now, dismay burdens me,    
cements me in place as you scale the precipice  
I call out, “Don’t! Turn back! Wait for me!”  
            as your compulsion drives you higher, higher  
I perceive the cracks in your mask  
            even as you disillusion those who still believe in you     
I reach futilely skyward, my feet anchored in place,  
            unable to halt your ascent over crumbling rock  
I try, and try again, to guide you to sure footing      
            but you ignore my words, indulging in illusions of independence  
I weep, a witness to your self-destruction,      
as your frailties and obsessions force your fall 

 

Copyright 2011 Elizabeth Abrams Chapman



  

Thursday, March 9, 2023

"Her Fall"

 


I held your tiny hand, tugged you away from danger    
            carried you safely to the other side    
I protected you from water’s edge and ocean’s undertow—      
            the drowning tears of your uncertainties   
I watched from the sidelines as you changed—  
dwindling into someone I no longer recognized  
Now, dismay burdens me,    
cements me in place as you scale the precipice  
I call out, “Don’t! Turn back! Wait for me!”  
            as your compulsion drives you higher, higher  
I perceive the cracks in your mask  
            even as you disillusion those who still believe in you     
I reach futilely skyward, my feet anchored in place,  
            unable to halt your ascent over crumbling rock  
I try, and try again, to guide you to sure footing      
            but you ignore my words, indulging in illusions of independence  
I weep, a witness to your self-destruction,      
as your frailties and obsessions force your fall 

 

Copyright 2011 Elizabeth Abrams Chapman