Showing posts with label focus. Show all posts
Showing posts with label focus. Show all posts

Tuesday, April 28, 2026

"Rain on the Rooftop"

  


Rain on the rooftop, a Texas lullaby   
Thunder a distant heartbeat, wind a crooning sigh   
Watch the windows weep as lightning cuts the sky   
Clouds roll and tumble, carry raindrops on a ride   
Trees cleanse their dusty leaves—shake off Summer’s dry   
Droplets form to puddles, and rivers start to fly   
Mother Earth’s cracked face smiles and laughs in reply   
To rain on the rooftop, a Texas lullaby   

Copyright 2011 Elizabeth Abrams Chapman







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Wednesday, March 5, 2025

"Butterflies and Hummingbirds"

 



 

 


Camera

weighing heavily in hand

 longing for the perfect shot

yearning to capture a butterfly

floating delicately on a flower

holding breath to capture the hummingbird’s faerie flight

balancing luck and patience

focusing life’s lens  








Copyright 2023 Elizabeth Abrams Chapman


 

 

 


Sunday, January 19, 2025

"Coping inTrumpland?"

 


         I didn’t plan this journey into Trumpland. I didn’t put this nightmare adventure park on my Bucket List of places that I must travel to before I die. Instead, the people around me abducted me. With hands cuffed, feet bound, and mouth duct taped, they forced me to join them.
         I kick and scream and struggle. I resist.
         I don’t want to be here.

        Trumpland feeds fears.
        Trumpland belittles kindness.
         Trumpland strips dignity from its citizens.
         Trumpland operates as a for profit business.
         Trumpland makes up its own rules.

         If I complain, insults thunder over me and drown out my protests.
“Libtard.”
“Stupid Snowflake.”
“Delusional.”
“Communist.”
“Socialist.”
“Mouthy Bitch.”
“Worthless Cunt.”

I respond with phone calls and emails, petitions and protest rallies.
I focus on the one thing I know best—educating those who do not understand. That means I spend hours each day reading, fact checking, and sharing.
I do this because I want to go home.



















Copyright 2017 Elizabeth Abrams Chapman

  
          


         

Friday, March 17, 2023

"Looking for Answers"

          Ever wish for the power to see into the future? Ever long for the ability to know ahead of time if the path you’ve set out on will take you where you really want to go?

In my twenties, I set out on a journey with David that meant we selected a trail and forged ahead no matter what barrier blocked our journey. During the first years, we struggled with meeting basic necessities. Like most people, our twenties meant scrounging for every penny just to make it through each month. I remember evaluating everything by gallons of milk or gas. Did we need to go to a movie? That would be “spending” three gallons of milk on entertainment. How much did I want that new top? It would cost me the same as a tank of gas to go see my family. By being budget conscious and frugal, we pulled together enough money to purchase our home, but it wasn’t easy. Our next goal, having a child, proved an unexpected challenge, too. While many of our friends and family members seemed to pop out babies with great ease, we found ourselves looking for the answers to infertility. The answer we found, adoption, led us onto the wonderful path of parenthood.
         In our thirties, David had the opportunity to start his own business and work from our home. We couldn’t turn down the chance of having one parent at home at all times. The freelance business brought its own trials. Clients loved to send contracts with short turnarounds on completing the work, but then they bogged down the payment process. Sometimes a project’s payment wouldn’t come in for more than two months. If we’d had a crystal ball that could have predicted the shortcomings and obstacles of self-employment, would David have attempted his business? Even with hindsight on the difficulties we faced, we probably would have made the same choices because the benefits of having a parent at home outweighed the uncertainties of sporadic income.
         Every decision we made as a couple, we made with the goal of keeping our family strong. Many times, life piled seemingly insurmountable obstacles on the trail before us. Often, we plowed forward blindly on the pure faith that if we put family first we couldn’t get off track. Sometimes onlookers from the sidelines catcalled and jeered, trying to steer us into another direction. They’d throw large bricks of doubt directly in front of us that made us lose our footing and momentum. Eventually, we learned to block out the noise of the faceless crowd and kept true to our trek.
         I thought, foolishly, that I’d eventually hit an age where everything would fall into place. Where the wisdom of my years and experience would mean I wouldn’t flounder on this winding trail of life. However, questions still plague my days and nights. Obstructions make me pause and second guess myself. I find that I’m still trying to divine the future as I take another loop along the path. My soul searching illuminates the road just far enough ahead for me to know that keeping family whole and strong will secure safe passage.

Copyright 2011 Elizabeth Abrams Chapman

Thursday, March 9, 2023

"First Draft"

 words

scratched 

outcircled   

jotted to the side

    
in the margins

    
illusive thoughts

    
vanishing 

   
into mists

    
never taking form 

  
mistakes 

   
creating 

  
transforming 

     
white noise

   
into harmony

    




Copyright 2011 Elizabeth Abrams Chapman

Saturday, January 28, 2023

“Butterflies and Hummingbirds”



 

 





Camera

weighing heavily in hand

 longing for the perfect shot

yearning to capture a butterfly

floating delicately on a flower

holding breath to capture the hummingbird’s faerie flight

balancing luck and patience

focusing life’s lens  








Copyright 2023 Elizabeth Abrams Chapman


 

 

 


Wednesday, January 12, 2022

“Very Stress-mas!”


            In recent years, our Christmas celebrations honed down to a few items under the tree for each of us, and our traditional Eggs Benedict with mimosas brunch (I’ve perfected the timing for hollandaise sauce). We open simple gifts that hover between necessity and desire. The first year of the pandemic, we stayed home and stayed safe. With everyone vaccinated and boosted, this last Christmas meant my brother would journey to San Antonio once again. This four hour feat worried all of us since Charles’s 2005 Ford Focus’s 255,000 odometer ticked “doom, doom, doom” with every trip he took. Without my brother’s knowledge, we’d cleared some debt and planned on purchasing our own new car in the first months of 2022 with the idea of gifting him our own, six-year-old Focus.

            Naturally, even the best strategies snarl when serendipity saunters onto the scene. I’d forgotten to warn Charles of all of the new construction on the main highway heading to our house that required an earlier exit for him. Laughter tinged his voice when he called to say he’d missed the turn-off and was parked in the hospital’s lot. Although he’d ridden as a passenger many times over the years from the hospital to our house, he didn’t know the route and asked if I could swing by for him to follow me home. I apologized profusely once I pulled up next to his car because I’d forgotten to warn him about the road changes.

            He jumped into his car. I jumped into mine. Another vehicle needed to pass, and I pulled ahead in the lot, waiting for Charles to follow me. I waited. His car didn’t move. I waited. He got out of his car. I waited. He waved me back. His dilapidated car didn’t sigh, or clunk, or click when he tried to start it. I called David. The three of us puttered under the hood, jumped the battery (ran to get another one), but death gripped this ancient, worn-out beast. I watched Charles in amazement as he went around to the back passenger door, leaned across the back seat to open the back driver’s side door. He sped around the rear of the car, opened the back door wider, leaned into the front driver’s side, and popped that front door open. In dismay, I realized that the exterior handle of his driver’s door hung in pieces. We called our dealer, walking distance from the hospital, to see about a tow. No trucks available. No mechanics available to work on the car until after the first week of January. The dealer referred us to another shop and tow service. No one answered our any of the messages. Charles unloaded his bag and the gifts he had for us, and we abandoned the car for the night. If Charles hadn’t missed the exit, his car would’ve expired in front of our house. He wouldn’t have tried to start it until December 26th. In a round-about way, missing the exit gave us more and different options.

Charles's Focus DOA


Charles's old Focus

Old and unsafe!


            In the mid-80s, we owned and fiercely loved a Bronco II. I danced in delight when Ford released information about their newest Bronco and Bronco Sport. Difficult to come by, I lurked on various dealer websites almost daily in hopes of finding a Bronco Sport to test drive. My original intension was to order one in early 2022. With Charles needing a car immediately, finding a Bronco Sport—the Big Bend edition because of the rough-and-tough interior mats, full-sized spare with the tow package, fog lights, and air conditioner control for the back passengers.

            Our son’s sweeping internet searches found two possibilities in a 50 mile radius from our house. He called to set up appointments with the two, far-flung dealerships for us to test drive during the afternoon of Christmas Eve.

            Christmas Eve morning found us entering our credit union as soon as the doors opened. They escorted us into a small room where we went through the process of applying for a car loan through a teller in Corpus Christi! Within 35 minutes, we walked out with a voucher that could cover purchasing the vehicle even if we didn’t do a trade-in or deposit. The original plan called for doing both, but we’d just scheduled to have our roof replaced and hadn’t confirmed the final amount. I didn’t want to dip into those funds if we found a Bronco Sport.

            Excited anticipation kicked into high gear the moment we saw the car on the lot. The test drive sold us. The sticker price rested perfectly within our budget. The sales person left to draw up initial paperwork. A glance at my phone confirmed that it wasn’t even noon. Then shock and anger hit when the dealer attempted to add $4,000 over the sticker price because this Bronco Sport was only one of two in San Antonio. My son, who was with us, took the paper from me, looked at it and handed it back as he told us to leave the dealership. My son’s business acumen shifted in high gear as he began negotiating a bottom line amount. The manager turned down his first counter-offer and came back with another one that my son rejected. Within minutes, it became apparent to the manager that we’d leave if they didn’t match the amount my son stipulated. More papers. More signatures. More waiting until we finally drove off with our new car! From the moment we entered our credit union until we drove from the dealership lot, only five hours had passed.

            Christmas Day, we opened gifts and fixed our traditional brunch. Charles took his “new” Focus for a spin and sat in amazed wonder. He has a car with doors that open and close, a windshield that’s not spider-webbed with cracks, a steering wheel that’s not disintegrating, and an engine that hums. He has a vehicle that’s safe and reliable. Our unexpected Christmas stress ended with triumph for all of us.

 

Charle's "new" Focus!

Our new Bronco Sport!



New Bronco Sport!





Copyright 2022 Elizabeth Abrams Chapman 


           

 

Monday, April 1, 2019

"Brain Dead"





            Yesterday’s writing products included two personal reflections, which I whipped out easily once I focused on my topics, and two poems. I labored long and hard over the poems, with the delivery of each taking much longer than the laid-back nature of my prose musings. My unexpected block of time stemmed from taking a substitute assignment with high school students who labored over their personal narratives. We mirrored each other, faces scrunched in concentration as fingers tapped quickly, hesitated, and then flew across our keyboards. My role as guide-on-the-side left me with blocks of time to both think and write. In my teaching days, I would have shared all of my pieces with my students to model my drafting processes and discuss improvements to the end results. As a substitute, I only share if the classroom teacher left instructions to work with the class. One student yesterday queried about my writing, and I explained that I wrote a blog. She nodded her head absentmindedly, shifted her Chromebook for me to see her assignment and offer my feedback. I always hope that my modeling writing (and all of the messy processes that go with it) sends the message that writing continues throughout a person’s life. It doesn’t end with school.
            I entered today’s campus with the knowledge that writing wouldn’t be an option with first grade students. Imagine my delight when I found a student teacher in the room, ready to take over the class! I did a happy dance because of this unexpected treat of another block of time to write as I observe instead of teach.
            I hauled my favorite pen and current spiral from my tote. I flipped through yesterday’s lists, cross-outs and scribbles. I smugly stretched side to side, flexed my fingers, and poised my ball-point over the blank page. And nothing came. I inhaled, exhaled, shot my eyes around the room for inspiration (elementary school teachers cover their walls with brilliance and imagination). Nothing.
            I changed over to a computer, loaded Word onto the screen and fixated upon the pulsing cursor on a blank screen and only two words came to me “brain dead.” Ha! That’s all I needed!

Copyright 2019 Elizabeth Abrams Chapman